Sorry for your loss, It would be nice to get your thoughts on what you would do now to avoid the problems you faced that day, to help everyone understand why you chose the course you did.
Did you get any sleep in the 4 days? how do you think water got in your tanks? did you just think the way you did as so many problems all at once and if they kept coming that ship was your last chance to get rescued is the **** kept coming.
No matter why you left there will always be a rude person who would have made a new boat out off the old but everyone would like your thoughts as to why you chose your path.
Good luck in the future no matter what you decide, But it would be nice to get you back. Stephen