Aloha Zane,
Welcome to the forum.
I'm sure that your hopes are to sail your
fiberglass corner of the world to fulfill your aspirations. At your age, I could not have pulled that off, knowing what I know now about the reality of what it takes to be responsible for my own support. And having seen people who don't have their resources in order get trapped by that, I can tell you that depending on others for your support is not a good plan.
I don't know where in
Hawaii you are, but there are plenty of examples of desperate people in Honolulu.
What I would suggest is that you get some experience under your
keel, enough to make yourself valuable crew on someone else's
boat. You can get that experience by joining
race crew, and make some valuable contacts, and learn the right questions to ask.
I am headed back to Hawaii after bring gone for 2 years. My
contract has been cut short by the pandemic. When I get there, I will be trapped. I won't be able to sail off as I had planned. Point is, nobody knows tomorrow. Still, I am not giving up my plan, even though what was normal may never be normal again.
Laki maika'i
Don
SV Minggat