Your right, I could afford it but it leaves me exposed to financial worries. I was poor once, lived in a 16' touring caravan (trailer) with no shower
, a portapotti in a cupboard, lived on the deposit money
I got from searching hedgerows for old pop bottles and returning to the shop. Also had to steal potatoes and other veggies from fields at night and trapping rabbits without getting caught. No electric
or runing water
was under a sluce in the creek down in the woods in the middle of winter in the dark, going to bed
after with wet hair, wrapped in old blankets to keep warm. I dont want to ever get in that position again. Survivable at 18-19 years old, not at 49.