Re-assess your decision making process perhaps.
Why did you go to sea without appropriate experience on board?
Why did you buy a boat without a proper marine
Why did you go to sea without bolt cutters and possibly other important tools?
Why did you go to sea without a back up radio
Okok, my questions are a little harsh and perhaps confronting. But no one here wants you dead. or anyone else for that matter.
Its a clear case of inexperience leading to a possible catastrophe. There has been much discussion and opposing sides in this and other forums
about gaining the proper experience by way of getting professional training and completing as many course as possible.
But I thank you making the post as other people who are inexperienced may read the post and rethink whether to actually go and get proper training for the type of sailing they want to do. Good to hear the boat is back in action