Some days it's easy to be Captain. Some not. In the not department it is always the same. Get used to taking that responsibility, it's not free and the price
we pay is what you are feeling. Beware of your own judgement immediatly following an overall increase in your own abilities. That is a time of increased danger
. Statisically this is the time that new Captains of all types make the biggest mistakes
. In aviation this is when the worst accidents occur. Steady pressure for increased capability coupled with a healthy dose caution is the key. Lastly, You Are The Captain. Defend yourself stoutly when unjustly questioned. It is your right. You have earned it. Nuff said.