Warning: venting ahead!
I moved to Montenegro specifically to practise sailing in bay of Kotor, including all the yacht
maintenance that entails. I picked up an old GRP 28-footer at a good
price, well aware that it needed a bit of
work, mostly cosmetic (rigging,
sails, and
engine were fine when I bought her). Unfortunately, because of my girlfriend/first mate's schedule, there was some delay in actually getting out on the
water. Despite doing
maintenance work every weekend since December, it feels like the problems started cascading and piling up. A
water pump leak meant I had to
rebuild the
pump, poor
fuel injection meant rebuilding the injectors, and so on, every
repair taking weeks due to having to wait for
parts since nothing was available locally. After some final tweaks this week, the
boat should be ready to sail safely, but in the meantime, two problems have cropped up:
This town seems to have taken a deep dislike to me. I don't know how I've caused offence, I keep to myself apart from doing charity work for the sailing club where the
boat is moored (and paid up until New Years'). The reason I've been keeping to myself lately is because at the end of
winter some of my local buddies took me out to a bar, where a guy was promptly beaten up for the crime of being black (Jamaican - drunk, chatty, inoffensive). Since then I didn't really feel like mixing with the locals much, after seeing and hearing too much racism - which they share with me since they figure as a white guy, I must agree, not realising that my girlfriend is afro-Brazilian and I grew up in
Africa. From spring onwards, whenever I leave my
gangway on the
dock, it ends up on the seabed. My boat's been rammed in a way that's hard to see as an
accident, plus scratched when someone moved it for no discernable reason. So now I want to sell the boat and leave ASAP (planning on going to Cabo Verde, too far to go with this boat because of my job), but I'm having no luck locally (e.g. local brokers aren't returning my messages - only brokers in Croatia), and I don't want to leave the boat on the
dock with no caretaker! Ideas?
Second issue, by now I think pretty much everything on the boat is fixed apart from the
headliner in the
head, though it could use a haulout&paint. But, because of the cascading issues, I've taken a big blow to my confidence - I'm worried that if I actually go out sailing again, something new will break and I'll be stuck, perhaps in
danger, with no local support. It's weird because when sailing other boats I've felt calm and confident that I could avoid or resolve risks - though I've never been without a local support
network. I also used to feel totally confident mechanically - I ride a motorcycle I built out of
parts, which runs great and passed
inspection on the first go. How have you gotten past blows to confidence like this in the past?